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Just a short blog post today, more a diary entry if you will.

I had a bit of a realisation last night that I’m finally becoming comfortable with my ATRIPLA (HIV medication). A bunch of my friends had all congregated at my friend Paul’s house last night for movies, wine and a catch up. We’d not seen each other since before Christmas, so there was much to talk about. Some of the people in the group know my HIV status, some don’t – one of the guys in the group is HIV+ himself and has been a great support to me.

So we’re part way through watching a horror film when suddenly¬†my phone starts buzzing, it’s my nightly reminder to take my ATRIPLA. Normally I would have made an excuse and escaped into the hallway or kitchen to take my pill, but last night I thought “No! Fuck it! Who cares? These are my friends. If they ask about it I’ll tell them, I’ve got nothing to be ashamed of!“. So I just got the pill out of my pocket and necked it with my beer, right there on the sofa. The thing is, no-one even noticed that I took anything – what have I been making such a fuss over?

“No! Fuck it! Who cares? These are my friends. If they ask about it I’ll tell them, I’ve got nothing to be ashamed of!”

The whole thing has made me realise how much more comfortable I am about taking my medication, much more so than when I started – just two months ago. Back then even when I was on my own I’d stare at the pill and think about it before I swallowed it, sometimes for minutes at a time. Now I take it without thinking about it, and am even happy to do it front of my friends.

I think this is what they call progress!

4 COMMENTS

  1. I went through the same as you, then one day I was faced with either taking meds 2 hours early or 2 hours late or on time in a restaurant with all my work colleagues.

    Yes I was slightly discreet but I didn’t leave the table, I just downed all 3 tablets in one, as I would at home.

    No one was any the wiser.

  2. I just wonder if the alcohol in the stomach makes the medication less potent.

    That is good to have the times in your phone.

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